Title: The Sounds of Secrets
Author: Whitney Barbetti
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Release Date: December 6, 2017
I’ve been in love with him forever.
But to him, I’ve always been off-limits. Until the night that changed everything.
Maybe it was the alcohol. Maybe it was the secrets we shared. Maybe he finally opened his eyes and saw me.
By the time the sun rose, I’d lost him again, my heart shattering on his parting words: “It was a mistake.” So I ran. Ran until I was thousands of miles away, in a country I didn’t know, surrounded by people who only made me miss him more.
I never expected him to follow me … or to pry more secrets from my soul. In exchange, he gave me more of his secrets too.
The more he let me into his heart, the more I loved him, but I’m afraid that some secrets may be too big to overcome.
I was going to throw up from the nerves.
No, I told myself. No throwing up. Not when you’re expecting Sam to come into your room any second.
But the feeling was so strong. I popped a mint from my bedside table in my mouth, rolled it around my tongue a few times, but the urge was still there.
Oh, shit. Was this a mistake? Was inviting Sam into my room a big fat problem? I was leaving for America tomorrow.
The printed itinerary, neatly stacked on my chest of drawers laughed at me. What was I going to do? I couldn’t let Sam come up here.
My hands fisted in my hair as I berated myself for telling him to come. What was I thinking? I wasn’t some sexual nymph, skilled in the way Sam surely was. I wasn’t a virgin, but I hadn’t actually messed around with a bunch of guys.
I didn’t know what to do.
I walked to the door, pressed my palm flat to it. I’d lock it. Then he couldn’t come in. He’d walk away, and we’d forget this ever happened.
Look how well that happened the last time you kissed him, my memory taunted me. Three years later, and you’re still wondering ‘what if.’
There was no reasonable escape from this situation. And, if there was, there was no escape that would make me not obsess over the ‘what if.’
It’d be okay, I told myself. Of course it would. Sex was nothing, right?
But I didn’t even believe my own thoughts. My nerves battled with my own desire. I couldn’t process a single thing.
I ran my fingers over my eyebrows or, what was left of them that wasn’t colored in, at least. I’d pulled so many out in the days leading up to the trip, needing some control over this impending trip.
I trailed my fingers to the sides of my face, tugging on my earlobes to ground me, and then, in tandem, I pulled out a hair with each hand. The immediate relief was nearly as intoxicating as the alcohol I’d consume in how it numbed my fears.
It would be okay.
I took in a cleansing breath, looking around my room for anything potentially embarrassing.
The blinds were open, so I closed them, leaving my room in soft, muted grays aside from the yellow lamp that lit up my dressing table.
My hand was on the back of the lamp to turn it off when my door creaked open.
Sam stood in the threshold, nearly taking up the entire space.
I switched the light off.
It was only a few loud heartbeats before he said, “Turn it back on.”
I couldn’t see him, but I heard the creak on the floor by the door. “Turn it on, Lotte.”
Swallowing hard, I did.
The room was illuminated again in soft light, casting shadows into the angles of Sam’s face—making him look exactly as he was: dangerous.
An emotional second chance, Sounds of Secrets is a book that will stick with you. A standalone, it is the story of Lotte and Sam.
I don’t have enough good things to say about this book. It’s jam packed of feels that slam into you. The characters are flawed, have secrets. It kept me hooked in a way that had me holding my breath before gasping. I needed to find out how this story ended, but I wanted to take my time and immerse myself in the world Ms. Barbetti created.
Paced well, and developed beautifully, The Sounds of Secrets is a must read from me. It tugs at your heartstrings and just envelopes you, making it impossible to put down until you know the end of Lotte and Sam’s tale.
*Review Copy requested and reviewed on behalf of OMGReads*
After reading Ames and Mila’s story I couldn’t wait for this one. I was pulled in from the first word.
Something about this story had me never wanting for it to end. The pain from both characters was so strong that my heart was breaking for them both. The un-retuned love that Lotte was feeling towards Sam . The feeling that he’s not good enough for her. I just wanted to hug them both and take all their pain away.
This story was so beautifully written. The developments were carefully planned. The pain was felt and the feeling of being unable to stop loving someone who you think won’t ever love you back.
”You know my secret. What’s yours?” ”Loving someone who doesn’t love me back.”
The secrets they kept from the world and how much was needed to let down their guards and take a leap of faith to expose them to the world.
”Lotte, I love you.” “I realized it when we were in the hot air balloon, when you’d chased away my fears. But I’m’ pretty sure I’ve loved you for longer than that.” “Not as long as I loved you.” She nuzzled my nose with hers. Do you want to win that badly?” I asked her, reveling in this moment, with my little bird and her Botticelli eyes. “No one wins in love,” she breathed against my lips. “Because it’s a gift!”
My second book by Whitney Barbetti and I’m a HUGE fan.
***Review copy requested and reviewed on behalf of OMGReads Blog***
I am a wife to one and a mom to two humans and one cat. I have a deep and abiding love for nachos – especially the kind with the liquid cheese, like from Taco Bell (sorry). I run on less than four hours of sleep thanks to copious amounts of Diet Coke. (Note: this paragraph is not sponsored by anyone except my hungry stomach.)
As a Navy brat, I grew up all over the country, from California and up the east coast from Florida to New England and Colorado. I currently live in Idaho, where we have lots of potatoes and windmills.
I write character-driven contemporary romance novels, heavy on the emotional connection. I LOVE love. I love writing about broken characters who find their soul mates.