HARD TO HOLD
HAVEN’S COVE SERIES BOOK 2
RELEASE DATE: 07.24.18
Perfect, happy, “Jonah the Savior”, that’s how most people see Jonah Taylor. What they don’t always see is how incredibly overwhelmed he is with his new business or how lonely he is. When a painfully shy man enters his wellness center, all Jonah wants to do is help break him out of his shell. The problem is, the attraction he feels to the nervous, timid man is undeniable.
Cameron Vaughn has let most of his life be decided for him. A traumatic event from his past has caused him to doubt every decision he makes. When he’s forced into a new, anxiety-ridden situation, his first instinct is to run. So, what is it about the owner of the wellness center that has him questioning everything he’s ever been told?
Can one man convince the other he’s worth saving? Can the other realize he’s strong enough to save himself? Together, can they prove that what they’ve found is worth holding on to?
It was still pretty light outside, but Cameron was standing in mostly darkness, the only light now coming from the stairs. Taking a deep breath, he once again reminded himself of the promise he’d made to Dr. Sampson and to himself to face things head on. Time to find out what the hell I did wrong. He took the stairs slowly, steadily breathing in and out as he got to the landing in front of Jonah’s door. He glanced down the stairs to the exit, then took one last chest filled breath, lifted his hand, and knocked on the door.
“Come in,” Jonah called out and with a shaking hand, Cameron opened the door.
Hesitantly, Cameron walked in, scanning the small space for Jonah who was standing across the room by a table with his back to the door.
“Don’t tell me the lock is sticking again. I’ll have to complain to my land…” Jonah turned around, and the smile left his face, “lord. Cameron… Sorry, thought you were Gabe, who also happens to be my landlord.” Jonah gripped the back of his neck and gave a small laugh. Was he nervous?
Panic flooded Cam. What the hell he was thinking? The uneasy look on Jonah’s face reminded him, though. He cleared his throat, rubbed his palms on his jeans and said in a shaky voice, “Didn’t mean to bother you so late. I just… Well, I have a question.”
Jonah plastered the fake smile on his face that Cameron was starting to hate. “What’s up?”
Cameron looked back toward the door, his need to find the exit in any situation like a thorn in his side and a comfort at the same time. He opened and closed his trembling hands, took a deep breath, and finally asked, “What did I do?”
Jonah was clearly confused. “I’m sorry?”
Balling his hands into fists, Cameron drew strength from the tightness and asked again. “What did I do wrong?” He looked down at his fists, slowly uncurling his fingers, and began fidgeting with his hands. “I mean, I obviously did something wrong because you’ve been really weird with me for days. In fact, you’ve been pretty quiet, but for the life of me, I can’t figure out what I did.” Holy shit. Did all of that really just come out of his mouth? It suddenly hit Cameron that Jonah treating him differently was bothering him more than he realized. Enough to actually speak up for once in his goddamn life and ask why.
Jonah’s look of shock confirmed that…yes, he really had just said all that. He ran the hand that had been gripping the back of his neck up through his blond hair then back down to his neck. Jonah walked over to the couch and sat down. Slowly, he leaned over, resting his elbows on his thighs then looked back up at Cameron. The desperate sadness in Jonah’s gaze definitely threw Cameron off.
“Shit, Cam, I’m sorry. I was trying to not make you feel uncomfortable, and instead, I went completely to the other end of the spectrum.”
“Huh?” Jonah had used his nickname, the same one Ali had used only days before. He hadn’t liked when Ali called him Cam, but when Jonah said it, it made him feel warm. It felt…intimate. Jonah patted the cushion next to him, and Cameron found himself walking over and sitting down without a second thought. “Why would you think you were making me uncomfortable?” he asked, still completely confused.
“Because you’re always so nervous around me. You… Do you know you barely look at me? I thought― Ah, it’s so stupid when I think about it now. Just ignore me. You’ve done absolutely nothing wrong…a bit of a distraction…but nothing wrong.”
I can’t even begin to tell you how much I love this book and these men. Everyone who knows my reading habits know that I don’t read much MM stories. And that is why I’m soooo glad I took a “chance” with this author. Her ability to write AMAZING stories is undeniable. And with this book it’s official – I’M HER NO.1 FAN 💜
Now back to the book – I was so excited to see how Jonah will get his HEA. Cameron and his shyness were perfect for “savoir” Jonah. I loved him before but good God watching and reading how he help Cameron get back control over his life was something else. And talk about hot and sexy – the mirror scene?!?My hubby sends his thanks 😛😂
If you haven’t meet or head about Jaclyn Quinn you NEED to change that ASAP. She is a star in the making and will go on to do a great things in the book world…you mark my words.
*** Review copy requested and reviewed on behalf of OMGRreads Blog***
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Cameron is incredibly shy, burdened by his past, unable to live his life as he wishes because he just can’t stand up for himself. He see a man in the gym that really appeals to him. Not exactly sure why or where the feelings come from. He has been with women but has never felt fulfilled with them.
Jonah had seen Cameron watching him. The interest definitely went both ways. Jonah get the chance to open up his own gym in Havens Cove and figures he will never see Jonah again.
Meddling family put Cameron back into Jonah’s orbit. They slowly begin to connect. Jonah knowing his secret will probably push Cameron away, but knowing he has to tell him if they are going to move forward.
I liked Jonah and Cameron together. Their interactions were honest and I was happy with that. I realize that Cameron’s history dictated the pace of the story but at some times it moved slow. I also think the drama towards the end of the story took away from the overall impact of them together. I do look forward to the next book.
Review Copy requested and reviewed on behalf of OMGReads.
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